I'm so tired of all of the family shit that's going on around me now. I love my parents very much and am very grateful for everything they've done for me, but I can't be around the constant negativity and bitterness that swarms around the family. If I do, I am destined to repeat history and become exactly what I don't want to be - a bitter lonely person who can't seem to find anything good to say about anything.
I don't need the guilt trips or the psycho babble. I shouldn't feel like I have to suit up in armor when I visit my parents to shield myself from the underhanded, unnecessary digs that are thrown out about the other side of the family. I know that shit rolls down hill and this stuff has been passed on, generation to generation, but I refuse to be part of it. It sucks because it cuts me off from things and people I truly care about but if I stay around and bite my tongue I am only doing what's been done in the past.
I have no idea what went on before today but for some reason, I'm being punished for something I have no control over. I have not witnessed any of the despicable, horrible things that have supposedly happened to make the family this way... Leave me out of it. I just want to be able to RELAX and ENJOY the rare time I have with family. Not dread it! Everyone else does this... Why can't you? Why do you have to dwell on stuff that probably doesn't even matter anymore?
I am only concentrating on the future and even though the other side is far from perfect, they don't put me in a position where I feel like I have to be on the defensive.
I'm disgusted by the holier-than-thou attitude coming from people. Maybe if you took a step down from your throne, you'd see that you've made yourself completely unapproachable... If it's not your way, it's the wrong way. People can hear your rude comments and see your eyes rolling. You're not fooling anyone.
I'm so fed up with people telling me how I should feel without trying to get a glimpse of my point of view. This isn't how family should make you feel and the so-called "bad guys" come out looking pretty good with all of the shit you've put on me.
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Happy Thanksgiving to Everyone!
Yay! 4 day weekend in about 8 hours... I am so counting down to sleeping in with warm fuzzy kitties and warm fuzzy Billy. 4 days without work stress. 4 days to do whatever the hell I want. The only thing I will do is stay the hell away from malls and any other retail establishments... especially on Black Friday (groan). Have a great holiday everyone! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO :)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Don't Placate Me
Look, there is so much that is seriously wrong with this organization... The sooner you address the issues, the faster we can work together, united as one, to build sales and move forward as a strong team. As we are now, we're going to continue to struggle and I hate to say it... but most sane people would not stick around to suffer in this shit situation. Even in this economy! Too much drama. Too much under-appreciation. Just Too Much in General.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Stupid Fucking People
I have no idea who will end up reading this so I want to make sure I stay PC since this is work-related...
FUCK THOSE SHIT HEADS IN THE OTHER STORE. They are disorganized. They have the shittiest attitudes around. They're sloppy, dirty pigs. They have no comprehension of what "Please" and "Thank You" mean. We are constantly cleaning up their messes and pushing our work back to help them out.
Anyone who has the nerve to even THINK about asking people to work Friday after Thanksgiving on Monday before (only 3 days notice on a holiday week!!!!) can kiss my ass. No appreciation is ever shown so why should anyone go out of their way to help you?
FUCK THOSE SHIT HEADS IN THE OTHER STORE. They are disorganized. They have the shittiest attitudes around. They're sloppy, dirty pigs. They have no comprehension of what "Please" and "Thank You" mean. We are constantly cleaning up their messes and pushing our work back to help them out.
Anyone who has the nerve to even THINK about asking people to work Friday after Thanksgiving on Monday before (only 3 days notice on a holiday week!!!!) can kiss my ass. No appreciation is ever shown so why should anyone go out of their way to help you?
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